its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise that moves us along
have you realised that love always turns to hate? yeah its this evil process that almost everyone goes through. i dont know how to explain it, or maybe i just dont want to, because if i do, there'll probably be none of space left for me to say anything else, cause i might just explode, but hell, you'd be bored to death reading my sob story. you know what sucks more.. is that when you feel that your life only revolves around one stupid person, yeah that feeling of NOT letting go. well, its not that you dont want to, its just, you want to so much it hurts. and thank god for friends, cause they always make things better. well, theres gotta be more to life right? theres gotta be more to life than stupid and petty fights, or like what im gonna wear today, or like shes prettier than me, i need a face lift, or feeling like someone else is better. honestly, we are not at fault for who we are, and its not nice feeling like crap for what someone else has done, or is doing. i mean, hello, makes no goddamn sense. because then soon after, we start to regret and try to pin all blame on yourself, which is obviously the dumbest thing anyone could ever do, or if that doesnt work, we curse and swear at god himself, and ask him, to bring back the 'good old times'(HAH). but you see, the good things tend to fade away faster than any other thing does. but if it fades away, then maybe it wasnt even good to begin with.
trying to drag me down, and fill me with self doubt, im so over it.
yours truly
